One thing is sure: our true dreams and desires can only become real if we stop wasting our lives on meaningless pursuits.
Everybody talks about mental health, but I don't believe all the meditations, "find the job you love" slogans, and pseudo-empathetic job portals are what we need.
Mental Health starts with one thing: Understanding ourselves and our actual needs, emotions, and (unconscious) patterns. Only after that can we meet suitable others in our personal and professional lives!
I had yet to plan a book or an organization. I hadn't planned anything. I just wanted to learn. In conversations with all kinds of people, from homeless people to billionaires. And that's how my own life story came about. Even though it was indeed life on the edge.
Do you love what you set out to do this week? Is this the life you really wanted? If not, get your enthusiasm back.